Anyways, today's the big day.  Steph and I are gonna get driven to the mall at 7:00, then we have to shop or stand around or whatever for an hour.  Then at 8:00, "Sam" is supposed to come and pick her up and take her away to some hotel.  I am so freakin' nervous, I am literally shaking.  I'm gonna try to convince her to just come and spend the night with me, but I bet it won't work.  And this is so stupid of her, though, 'cause she's only known this guy for a few months, and she thought he was 17, not 20, then.  I asked my dad if he would take me to go shopping with my friend, and he just said "don't do anything illegal".  I'm, like "yeah, I know".  I feel so bad.